MasterkeyKovach week 17

I am a craft witch. We do not believe in a god of air, god of water , what was explained as this and that. It is good to read people’s posts and know that most do not subscribe to snap judgments of others. I agreed w/ the main ideas of lesson 17. It is good for us to remember what it is ” to be “. When we are children our play is our reality. We”are “what we play we are. We become one w/ the reality of our play world don’t we ? The sense of loss when we grow up and set that ability aside to deal w/ what others tell us is our reality feels empty. So now we are re- learning what we did as children so well. We are re-learning to create a world where we taste what we imagine we are eating, feel the elements we imagine we are are in. Experience the emotions that the personae we have taken on is experiencing. We set up scenarios that we must then navigate to reach the goal we have set to win the day. We know we will win because that is the point. Good overcomes evil easily. If we get tired or hungry or wet or dirty we put off stopping until we drop from exhaustion or someone makes us. Well. we are adults now. Who is there to make us ?  I light a candle, send my intention to the universe and simply expect it to be fulfilled. Because the Universe wants what is best for me. So I must be careful that my intention doesn’t cause ill to another.

So let’s play, let’s dance, let’s light our candles and let them burn carrying our intentions up and out. Let’s remember how it’s done, and do it.

 

Advertisements

MasterkeyKovachWeek 16

This week brings to mind a loving mentor. He was a wise shaman of the old religion. He reminded me always  of my family and community’s fundamental belief that the only true sin is unkindness. That that is the true root of all evil. If someone is unkind that sends ripples as well. A child who is treated unkindly grows up resentful, etc. There have been many times in my life, perhaps because of being an aspei, I have not known what to say or do when I wanted to help. So, I fell back on the creed, and tried to be kind, As I grew and had more cement poured on me from the outside world schools jobs etc., I became harder, even less flexible. ( And believe me That would seem impossible ) So I am grateful for the kindness the course has shown in having this kindness week. I love the comfort I feel as I hear the chunks of cement falling off and breaking on the ground all around me.

I am enjoying all of your blogs. Thank you for that kindness as well.

 

MasterkeyKovach Week 15

Hope you all gleaned as much joy as possible from the Holidays. May it sustain you though any challenges that come your way. I am loving this real winter weather here in the Great NW ! To smell fresh crisp air , and feel , touch, enjoy SNOW ! People are just huggier, smilier, kinder right now. This will continue from now on. At least I continue to see and feel this from people I come in contact with going forward. I think about the man who came to a new town and asked the gas station attendant , “How are people here ? The man replied, ” How were they where you’re from ?” The visitor said, ” They were terrible !”, the man said, ” You’ll find them like that here too.” Next day another man came by. Asked,” How are people around here ? ” How were they where you’re find ?”the gas man replied. ” Just wonderful ” answered the visitor. “You’ll them the same here.”, Said the gas man.

MKE week 12

Busy w/ health stuff, and difficult to see to write. But , hey, I love challenges, feels so good when I work a way around them, doesn’t it ? Yes, it is all coming together, great getting feed-back from new friends, Thank you. I will see better soon and I can read more of your blogs and really look forward to that. All that we’re learning is fitting nicely w/ the Holidays and all the strong emotions that are attached to them. Really felt torn about the bear this week. Hate that the bear would have to die. Been there though, knowing that past is hurting me in so many ways but can’t quite let go yet. Learning to trust the new me, and that she will be there for me when I finally step away.

Blessed Be , Everyone

MKE week 9

The time is actually getting less and less between when I need something and when it appears. My childhood certainty is taking over and I am more fully engaged in my life.Admitting to this is difficult as it brings w/ it the fear instilled from childhood as well. Don’t talk about these things, not only will others not understand, the Gods will think you are bragging. Sure enough I would hit a valley, however, did I create the valley w/ my doubt ? It only used to last a day or so and everything would right itself.

I don’t remember when I started feeling unworthy, though I remember the why s. My struggle today is to decide what is done is done and I must finish this life with more success than failure, The Gods will decide what happens next time. I am not going off the rails again, not this time.